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Wednesday, December 17, 2008

feelin kinda sad now.. its been quite few months since i last had dis kinda feelin.. or mayb was i too occupied wif other stuffs so i don actualli haf time to tink too much? i had tod dat my drinkin hobby has ald became a habit.. or isit dat im stil drownin myself in sorrow? i realli cant differentiate ald.. my life has changed so much, my habits.. my environment.. i reali couldnt manage to accept any1 new in my life.. im stuck back dere.. i did a fortune tellin test myself.. its reali quite accurate, to my colleagues too.. i'll get married at 29... dats like 6 more yrs to go.. hope i'll manage to let go of everythin by den..

i've been stayin out so frequently recently.. at least 4 times a week, at most all of e days.. i could onli feel e tireness inside me.. n e satisfaction i felt when i tod i had planned all my activities so nicely dat i wont haf time to haf other tods inside me.. my parents had nagged at me for stayin out so many days.. worryin dat i wont haf enuf rest.. though i onli noe myself too well dat i havent had like enuf rest for months ald, but.. e most impt thing is not havin to tink abt anythin..

now it came back again. jus bcos i stayed at home to online for e nite instead of goin ladies nite at st james.. how is dat happenin to me?

i reali hate it when im bloggin such emotional stuff. feel so useless n stupid.

- Hearts All

♥About Me♥
♡NickNames: Sannie, 13, SanSan, Mao
♡D.O.B: 3rd December 1985
♡Likes to: Sing, Mahjong, Club, Pub, Eat, Shop, Sleep, Chat
♡Fav Colors: Pink, Black, White, Silver

♥WishList♥
♡1 ~~My Hair to faster grow longer n nice nice~~
♡2 My Mummy & Daddy to b healthy oways n live to a ripe old age
♡3 To be happy everyday =)
♡4 Gucci(Handbag/Bag/Wallet/Clutch)
♡5 ~~Heart & Key Necklaces~~
♡6 ~~Have a nice 21st Bday~~
♡7 ~~Haf a Merry Merry Xmas!~~
♡8 ~~Buy New Year Clothes for 2007~~
♡9 ~~Have a Happy Happy New Year!~~
♡10 ~~Ayumi Hamasaki's A Best 2 (White)~~
♡11 Find my new path in life
♡12 ~~Guess Straw Bag~~
♡13 ~~Guess Wallet~~
♡14 ~~Perfumes n Perfume Miniatures!~~
♡15 ~~Coach(Handbag/Bag/Wallet/Clutch)~~
♡16 Nintendo DS Lite
♡17 ~~Sony Ericsson W580I (Pink)/Samsung U700~~
♡18 ~~A job dat i will love~~
♡19 ~~LV Damier Collection~~
♡20 ~~Bling Bling Watch~~
♡21 Him

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