My Stories..
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
During Primary School, I was a notti kid. I stole mum's coins n made a mess in school. I got to know frens like Li Ming & Ling Zhi.
During Secondary School, I wasn't the best student. My studies deteriorated. Ah Bengs & Ah Lians revolved ard me. But still, I made very gd frens in St John. People like Pei Ting, Joycelyn, Jia Wei. Classmates like Geraldine, Chun Lan. People whom i treasure alot. My memory don bring me so far, hence I cant find much things to write abt my secondary life. I only knew part of them were terrible.
During Poly Days, I was a very happy ger. I had many frens all around campus and were doted very much by those ard me. People like Erwin, Li Hong, Nigel, Boon, Ting Ting, Michelle Tan, Ben, Alvin are those which made a difference in my life. Helped me out with homework & projects. Stole each other's food & went for pool & KTV durin breaks. They made my poly life so much fun. Made me into e happiest ger I could eva b. Though we seldom keep in contact, but i will never 4gt e times we had tgt. Playin poker in tutorial rooms & gossiping about pencil head & Mr Yip. 1 of the most upsetting things dat happened, is me & Erwin drifted apart due to separation of IPP & FYP. But I believed we both will remember wat we went tru deep in our hearts. & deres Li Hong, this young mum. She will be xin fu. & Boon, I'm really proud of him cos he's a very strong boy.
During adulthood; working life, I am a person full of thoughts. All those office politics set me tinkin. Life isn't dat simple anymore, cos I'm an adult now. I have to tink for myself & for everything. Breaking up wif my 2 yrs + bf was hurting. The few guys who came in & out of my life made me hurt too. Other den those major hurt on r/s, some flies in e coy add it on by backstabbin/gossipin/hypocrisy. All these aren't to b avoided, cos dere wont b 1 place where dere wont b ppl talkin behind ur back. Nobody's perfect. I have learnt to look tru all those fake faces & smiles and acting skills. Terrible. Nonetheless, I am blessed with colleagues like Wendy, Yi Wei, BC, Alan, Bruce, Wan Ting, Jin Yang, Joyce, Shalrine, Xue Tong, Joyln, Yi Shun, Jia Pao, Li Yan, Jason, Johnson, Jonathan, Jasmine, Shi Lin, Pearlyn, Michelle Ng. All these people whom made me worth staying in this coy. I love every1 who has helped me in 1 way or another, & those who r true to me. Thanks.
Life has to go on. But when will mine end?
- Hearts All
Saturday, December 08, 2007
Its happenin again le lar!! kinda frustratin.. anw, reali cant trust some ppl.. dey act like all nice n frenly to u in real life while takin pains to do some things not to let u find out at ur back.. n wats e point of it all? it jus shows how common hypocrisy is.. or rather, revolvin ard me! reali hate dat.. i don wanna state who n wateva but pls, jus stop all those small acts. n soon i'll b leavin e coy, so i hope nth like dis happens again when im not ard.. n i reali tink i made e rite decision by leavin ba.. so many unhappy memories.. its pretty obvious im statin some1 or some ppl in e coy, jus reflect on ur own behaviour. after gettin backstabbed so many times i stil chose to believe dat mayb deres some reason for doin it.. anw im jus bein stupid n too trustin in ppl.
I'll jus gif a slap to wake myself up from e cruel reality of how dark a heart a human bein can haf.
I noe its not e last, but im still not learnin from my mistakes.. wrong steps taken, but i followed it through n i reali do not noe when i will stop.
Ok, enuf of negative tots e moment i blog.
Happy belated bday to me! its like soooo belated.. but anw.. i had quite a gd time dis yr.. celebrated wif colleagues on Friday,30th Nov.. wenta steamboat at Roxy Square n to chill out at ECP.. time spent wasnt too long, but still im glad to haf e company.. Sat, 1st Dec was KTVin at Chevron's, and den dinner at Clementi n to MOS.. Received presents dat made me soooo happy!! deres MNG Tattoo perfume from Joy and Doug, a bday bear keychain by seaweed n lastly, my COACH wrislet!! weEeeeeeee~~ so sweeeettt of dem to get 1 for me.. thanx to bestie, Wei, Joe, papa, Si hao, Xiang, Soon, Jie mei, ling & Jian Sheng.. n actual day Mon, 3rd Dec was meetin up wif my bestie n gang.. met her up 1st to receive a small cake from TCC bought by her.. damn sweett!! she's sick, but stil surprised me wif dat n we took pix by e river.. .ahhahaha! kinda romantic la. LOLS. & waited til dono when for e rest to arrive.. went to Mind's Cafe for dinner n games... Halfway ling left.. Sad. & deres dis cake dey bought for me again.. but cant finish as its too big, hence shared wif e Mind Cafe's crew.. lol.
&... i jus got my Samsung purp U700!! WOW its so glam n classy i love it so much!! been hesitatin to get W580I or U700 n i finali made up my mind!! part of e reason is cos my Pink color edition for W580I is not out yet.. =P Thanx to Wendy, Jin yang, Wee, Alan, Wan ting, Bruce, Denyse, Dennis.... is dat all? dat was wat i was told..
Anw love allllllll e pressies MUACKs thanx all!! n of cos those who wished me happy bday!
Oh n thanx for takin out some time to spend wif me on my bday too. =)
- Hearts All
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