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My Stories..

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Loggin on to my sis's laptop, here i m bloggin abt my whole new workin environment 2 days later.. we were movin to jervois road.. all of my colleagues says its v ulu.. v hard to reach dat place.. even e 20 mins bus ride cant reach straight outside e buildin de lo.. or izit n old sch? ah nvm.. now i haf to get up even earlier for work le.. reali sian lo.. its til jus now when i was packin up my stuff dat i realised actuali from my hse to bedok isnt dat bad afterall.. jervois is much worse ba..

as i was packin up my stuffs n labellin my pc.. a sudden urge told me dat im gonna miss dat place.. e carrot cake at BI.. Tuangs mee pok.. sigh.. lunch at bedok was a prob.. cos gotta walk at least 10 mins to get a proper bite, but i guess jervois is much worse ba.. luckily, few of my colleagues drive, so hope lunch will hafta depend on dem le ba.. hahahaha.

been stayin out every week at least once ba.. felt abit sad dat i was not able to spend more time wif my family.. so today after work, took bus home wif mich.. crapped all e way.. hehe. she's so cute ah.. e way she talk oways seem so cheeky.. lol.. had a more den n hr chat wif her.. =) den when reached home talk to parents awhile.. den found my stupid fringe reali irritatin.. hence, asked my mum to hlp me cut it away.. wahahhaha! though look quite funny now.. but guess it wun b so obvious ba.. n me n mum luffed alot together.. =)

tml's hari raya.. hol! mayb goin vivocity ba.. heee.. fri - sun got chalet.. again... -_-mum goin over to china on sun.. will miss her! =) lent her my hello kitty digi cam.. hee.. hope she take many pix back for me to c!! n gave her $50 to let her buy e things shes like wahhahahah though not much la but v you xin hor.. heee..

okok havin loss of words le.. oh ya.. been reali considerin abt convertin to perm staff or jus remain as a small small de QA.. but im reali afraid i cant cope wif e front n back end stuff den b4 probation over xxa will v du lan me cos i canot produce any work den she will kick me out WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA *sob*.

so let me tink abt it again ba.. nites all..

Hari Raya hua hee!

- Hearts All

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

it doesn't feel gd at all to b accused WRONGLY of things dat u nv did.. cos i treasure e frenship, dats y i apologised.. though its not reali my fault.. i jus played a part in it.. i guess i noe who caused all dis ba.. jus hope everythin will b alrite soon.. cui.

- Hearts All

Friday, October 06, 2006

Y does everythin sudd makes sense to me? my frens.. same thing happenin again n again.. i don wan it to happen on me too.. its gettin v scary. n for some.. i dono y.. i dono how to say in here too.. its jus too pressurisin for me.. its like no1 understands.. n i keepin to myself.. hopin i still can bottle up things n dat i wun blow up soon.. cos i noe e consequences.. so all i have to do. is REN ba.

wat i wan, is a happy life.
which seems..
not possible.

cos i noe i've reached n age.. whereby i haf to face several responsibilities le.. wu you wu lu de life.. is impossible de.. i've to learn to face reality ba.. n for those frens.. some noe who u r, some not.. i hope everything will b fine ba.. to me n those ard me..

don wanna c any1 hurt. but again, its impossible.

- Hearts All

Monday, October 02, 2006

I oways believed dat even u treat every1 nicely, not every1 will do so back to u. the world is so hao xin mei hao bao. anw the stupid F rude woman at e pantry simply spoil my day. been long since i last saw such n old hag gettin angry over washin some bottles. i don tink i deserved dis treatment after waitin for her for 5 mins jus to wash my mug. pray dat her coffe will scald her lips n diarrhea few days. may her pimples keep growin n growin til e day she knows how to control her temper. hope she foreva wun tio 4D n toto. hope she remain dat old hag for all her life. FREAKIN auntie dare to gimme attitude. lucky i controlled myself in time to gif her a tite slap when shes jus inches from me. glared like her as she offended me pretty pretty much. shd haf splashed boilin water at her face jus now. jus let me c u again, you watch it.

- Hearts All

♥About Me♥
♡NickNames: Sannie, 13, SanSan, Mao
♡D.O.B: 3rd December 1985
♡Likes to: Sing, Mahjong, Club, Pub, Eat, Shop, Sleep, Chat
♡Fav Colors: Pink, Black, White, Silver

♥WishList♥
♡1 ~~My Hair to faster grow longer n nice nice~~
♡2 My Mummy & Daddy to b healthy oways n live to a ripe old age
♡3 To be happy everyday =)
♡4 Gucci(Handbag/Bag/Wallet/Clutch)
♡5 ~~Heart & Key Necklaces~~
♡6 ~~Have a nice 21st Bday~~
♡7 ~~Haf a Merry Merry Xmas!~~
♡8 ~~Buy New Year Clothes for 2007~~
♡9 ~~Have a Happy Happy New Year!~~
♡10 ~~Ayumi Hamasaki's A Best 2 (White)~~
♡11 Find my new path in life
♡12 ~~Guess Straw Bag~~
♡13 ~~Guess Wallet~~
♡14 ~~Perfumes n Perfume Miniatures!~~
♡15 ~~Coach(Handbag/Bag/Wallet/Clutch)~~
♡16 Nintendo DS Lite
♡17 ~~Sony Ericsson W580I (Pink)/Samsung U700~~
♡18 ~~A job dat i will love~~
♡19 ~~LV Damier Collection~~
♡20 ~~Bling Bling Watch~~
♡21 Him

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