My Stories..
Saturday, December 27, 2008
Yes i m angry.
Wtf drink so much n let ppl take care of u?n made til e bouncers nearli gonna send us out..i tell u,enough of ur nonsense n get on wif life..i totally understands how n y shes ignorin u..its too much le..ur tinkin is too childish le..yes i noe its hard for u to take things but u haf to learn to grow up n jus take everythin in stride..its not e end of e world yet..everytime u meet me ur talkin abt her..it jus makes me feel wat u reali treat me as..a fren in need or wat??it makes me so annoyed too,to keep hearin e same old shits again n again..n i told u for the 135th time dat if u wanna get into e shit den don fuckin complain!!!!!!!!!i've beared wif ur nonsense for over e month don keep testin my patience!!i do care for u but sometimes e things u did is reali too much le..its jus makin every1 else tired onli..say,if u reali chanced to read dis entry den i tink its time to wake up ur idea ba..i reali tried not to shout in ur face ald..so pls..don stretch my limit..........
N im bloody havin a headache now..guess its abit of hangover but i reali nv tod i will haf 1 today...argh sucks.n............. now my body is achin so much...thanks to ytd.
Goin over to Ivy's hse later for her housewarmin..gonna c so many ppl dere again...
Ahhh abit feel like pukin le. Tata.
- Hearts All
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Its Xmas Eve.. fell sick on dis day, but still.. goin clubbin at nite. haha. my fren oways tod i geng mc but its true im not feelin well jus dat i don care abt my sickness n go out n play.. seh. flu n cough.. fever seems to b comin too, but well.. jus hope im not feelin too bad later.. cos its xmas eve n im gonna haf fun later! hehe..
Xmas party ytd in branch.. i've emerged as e big winner!! lol.. Q&As on xmas stuff.. i manage to get 1 ques rite.. got a small prize - jelly beans lol.. n den deres musical chairs.. i was 1 of e last 3 left.. den we ans ques again.. i've got e 1st ques rite so i got e 1st prize!! but due to limited funds, e top winner onli got $15 ntuc vouchers -_- ok lar mai hiam buay pai.. hehee. anw e ques was damn funny.. how many slidin glass doors do our branch haf?? lol. n i ans 7, n got it totally rite!! BAHAHHAHA.
Presents exchange.. i ald knew who bought it for me lar.. dat gong gong guy called me rite up when he chose my no.. lol. my wish was a pair of diamond ear studs.. n e silver cant b too fake cos im allergic to fake silver.. hehehe... n i got my pair of ear studs now!! nice bling bling~~ n i bought pressie for germaine.. dat pretty young ger in our branch.. though i exceeded e budget by quite n amount but im happy to noe dat she loves it.. cos i had a hard time lookin for it ya.. a Pierre Cardin passport holder for her woooo~ lovess... oh n deres e present boss bought.. a black wif gold pouch... nice... n sab's got for all of us a pen accessory.. so cute la! mine was a shark hehee.. n sharon's bought us hair accessories.. mine was a black sequined scrunchie.. ok la so sweet of dem!! muacks.. =)
goin ta rest a bit b4 headin out ba.. Advanced Merry Xmas to u guys!!
- Hearts All
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Well, a happy post, for a change.
It was fun at St James ytd!! mayb due to e company i had.. i had e gers wif me.. my fav clubbin gers.. ivy, li teing n xiao hui!! whahahaa.. i enjoyed dancin wif dem so much.. n deres wei cong n eric.. justin, kai ming, jason, ivory.. had nv seen jason so seh b4!! lol! seein him dance was quite entertainin.. yeahh guessed dey all drank too much b4 me n my grp reached.. justin's face was damn seh too... like anytime can fall aslp lol. we gers took pix.. n somehow i jus realli enjoyed ytd!! after DF, we went over to PH.. e rnb dere was damn nice too!! afew guys chatted wif me n offered me drink.. of cos jus drink la LOL. chivas woo hoooo... danced danced abit.. den got to noe a ger in their grp too.. in e end she took my no lol... funny.
Anw, lookin forward to Xmas eve next.. =) =)
- Hearts All
Thursday, December 18, 2008
i hate to drop tears at nite.. next day i'll haf sore eyes.. but y do i oways receive such news.. i realli dono how to react to it.. i didnt noe i'll still mind.. after so long... y did he tell me dat he haven let go.. when hes ald .................
i realli don understand.
n i noe u will regret it all ur life.
u've chosen responsibility over wat u wan.. u might abide by it.. but its gonna cause u regret for e rest of ur life bcos u kept tinkin deres no turnin back..
some things r still unable to express into words.
i can onli say dat im very lost.
at dis point of time.. whereby im so tired late at nite.. but cant get to slp.. tears jus kept flowin.. while i stare at e monitor blankly..
any1 can help me?
- Hearts All
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
feelin kinda sad now.. its been quite few months since i last had dis kinda feelin.. or mayb was i too occupied wif other stuffs so i don actualli haf time to tink too much? i had tod dat my drinkin hobby has ald became a habit.. or isit dat im stil drownin myself in sorrow? i realli cant differentiate ald.. my life has changed so much, my habits.. my environment.. i reali couldnt manage to accept any1 new in my life.. im stuck back dere.. i did a fortune tellin test myself.. its reali quite accurate, to my colleagues too.. i'll get married at 29... dats like 6 more yrs to go.. hope i'll manage to let go of everythin by den..
i've been stayin out so frequently recently.. at least 4 times a week, at most all of e days.. i could onli feel e tireness inside me.. n e satisfaction i felt when i tod i had planned all my activities so nicely dat i wont haf time to haf other tods inside me.. my parents had nagged at me for stayin out so many days.. worryin dat i wont haf enuf rest.. though i onli noe myself too well dat i havent had like enuf rest for months ald, but.. e most impt thing is not havin to tink abt anythin..
now it came back again. jus bcos i stayed at home to online for e nite instead of goin ladies nite at st james.. how is dat happenin to me?
i reali hate it when im bloggin such emotional stuff. feel so useless n stupid.
- Hearts All
Monday, December 15, 2008
Jus wanna thank u for helpin me drink e last gulp of my red wine.. u told me ur thirsty.. but i doubt so.. Is dat bcos of me strugglin too long wif my fren on whether to drink it? dat u wanna end it by drinkin it down, or is it bcos u didnt wanna me to drink it too? mayb u noe dat i'll onli listen to u.. 5 mins vs 5 secs. in too deep? or jus plain stupid.
Anw, jus a random post n random tod..
Martell.Vodka.Hennessy.Red Wine.
Missed.
- Hearts All
射手星座的女人
如果说射手座的男人常有些「唐吉诃德」倾向的话，那么射手座的女人就很容易有「南丁格尔」情结。射手座的女人经常会爱上一个家人都反对、朋友们也不赞同的对象。因为热情又有正义感的她总会觉得——如果我都不了解、不支持他，他还能相信谁呢！射手座的女子往往对世界充满了好奇、缺乏戒心。尤其是在她们年纪尚轻的时侯。她满心真诚的寻找着心灵契合的伴侣。结果经常是冲动的跳入爱河之后，才发现原来只是一条臭水沟。
还好射手座的女孩通常都有着天真乐观的个性。爱情的挫折不会轻易的将她击倒。把眼泪擦干，她很快又有了再试一次的勇气。不过，江山易改本性难移，失败的教训并不容易把她训练得世故一些。因此，失恋的故事可能得反复上演，直到有一天，那个真的懂得珍惜她的男人出现。
因此，或许你曾经听过射手座的女子游戏爱情、逃避婚姻的传闻。这实在是大男人主义歪曲事实的说法。射手座女子的观念、行为，或许并不那么传统、守旧。但是，对于感情，她们的确是非常诚恳的。
如果你想要成为她的情人，你必须先成为她的好朋友，彼此要有许多相同的乐趣和看法。她的爱情往往是从友谊中滋生的。有时侯连她自己也很难分清楚其中的差异。她的个性通常很独立，不是那种事事都愿意被你安排的女孩。她非常追求自由，不喜欢别人给她太多的束縳。但这绝不表示她放荡不拘。射手座是个具有贵族气息的星座。射手座的女孩通常自律性很高，崇尚人类高尚的情操，她相信人人生来平等、自由，人与人之间应相互信赖、尊重。因此，她不喜欢任何人给她订下什么规矩。当然她也绝对会给你应有的尊重和自由。
射手座女子通常并不是长辈们心目中「标准媳妇儿」的典型。你很难教一个射手座的女子信服「天下无不是的父母」，或是「孝就是顺」之类的道理。她当然认为对长辈应要尊重、要敬爱。但绝不能迂腐到一昧服从的地步。不论是什么人，都得要讲道理，是非黑白总得弄清楚，不能合情合理的事，射手座的女子恕难从命。你不要寄望她因为爱你，就必须要无条件的接受你所有的亲戚。有时侯表面上的亲昵对她来说都很困难。射手座的女子几乎都无法忍受「伪善」及「虚情假意」。她可不是个好演员，如果她不喜欢你，他肯定会让你看出来。对于有些射手座的女子来说，这根本是她应尽的义务。 因此，如果你是个大男人主义的男人。射手座女子可能不太适合你。同时，你恐怕也会受不了她心直口快的毛病。她可能是个远近知名的直肠子，经常可以在大庭广众问一些让你下不了台的问题。也许她是个比较内向含蓄的射手座，当她听到你们说了一些她无法赞同的话，她会板下面孔表示抗议。你最好记得，当你带着一个率直的射手座女孩应酬时，最好不要说一些太不接近事实的话。如果你硬要夸奖老板那个挂着两条鼻涕、又哭又闹的小孩可爱的话，她搞不好会跟你说：「你马屁拍得太过分了吧！」要不然她可能白你一眼掉头就走，拒绝与你这么虚伪的人为伍。请不要用一种世故的眼去苛责她，你应该懂得珍惜这难能可贵的率直天真。
至于有些人说射手座的女孩有拒绝婚姻的倾向。其实，那只是她对失去的恐惧。如果你真的能够让她了解，你绝不会是一个像舍监一样的男人；你更不会无理的要求她接受你们家所有的亲戚。我相信她是不会拒绝你的。其实，她内心迫切渴望找到一个能够了解她、信赖她、珍惜她的伴侣，与她共度此生。射手座的女子是非常忠实的。而且，她也会这样的信赖你。因此，如果你让她发现了你对她的不忠，将造成她极大的伤心和愤怒。
其实，射手座的女子真的很需要你好好的疼爱她。因为，往往她受到伤害的机会很大。她的天真直率，使她很容易相信人。而她的直言无讳又很容易得罪人。所以，她总是会在自己也不明究理的情况下吃些暗亏。而爱她的方式并不需要小心呵护，时时叮咛，她最需要的是你的尊重、了解和鼓励，对于乐观、独立的射手座女子来说，这就足以支持她继续用光明天真的人生观与现实世故的社会战斗了。
多数的射手座女子在婚后仍然会选择作个职业妇女。你该了解，一个追求自由的人，当然会希望拥有经济上的独立。而且，射手座女子于生活品质的要求，通常也挺有贵族气的。很少会是那种精打细算、省吃减用的家庭主妇。至于家中琐碎的事，凭良心说，她并不十分热衷，但是她会懂得善尽自己的本份，通常她都能做个手脚俐落的太太，只要你不要摆出一副理所当然的大男人姿态。 星期假日的时侯，记得带她出去吃顿饭，呼吸一下自由新鲜的空气，暂时摆脱一下婚姻生活的模式。她会永远心甘情愿的，做你聪明可爱，却有点粗心大意的妻子。而且她既不会疑神疑鬼，也不会限制你的自由。比起很多男人来，你真是幸运多了。
射手座的女人与「性」 射手座的女子可以成为非常有趣的性伴侣。她有着追求刺激、充满好奇的天真特质。她不会拘泥于形式、地点或是时间。她可以配合对方，创造出各种不同气氛和方式的性交场面，态度明朗而大方。
但是对于过度执拗、激情，或是喜欢长时间沉溺于性爱的对象会感到不耐烦。
[射手座的女人与十二个星座的男人]
1.牡羊座：是性向相合的对象，但常常会有争得面红耳赤的场面出现。还好彼此都心直口快不会记恨，不至于伤到真感情。
2.金牛座：妳的直言无讳恐怕教他有些吃不消。而他传统的男性观念，可能无法让妳信服。
3.双子座：和他相处妳会觉得十分快乐，许多方面彼此都能配合得很好。或许正因为如此，妳会安于现状，缺乏步向地毯另一端的动力。
4.巨蟹座：妳的直率往往会刺伤了他而不自知。经常会有他生闷气，而妳一头雾水的情况。
5.狮子座：彼此都是热情明朗的典型。但是要妳屈服于狮子座男人的羽翼之下，似乎有一点困难。
6.处女座：你真的知道他对妳很好，不过他的方式有些让妳吃不消。妳的率直天真，总会让他有点担心。
7.天秤座：你们会相处愉快，秤座男人不会在乎妳独立自由的主张，而妳的方式也不会给他太大压力。
8.天蝎座：他有着吸引妳的魅力，勾引着妳的好奇。但是真正在一起的结果，往往会是表面上妳占上风，事实上有苦说不出来。
9.射手座：相同星座的你们，自然很容易引起共鸣和信赖。但在意见相左的时侯，就比较没有缓冲的余地。
10.摩羯座：他是崇尚传统的，与妳的人生观有很大的差别。虽然可以互补，但比较难以引起共鸣。
11.水瓶座：你们会成为很好的朋友。妳所有天真想法他都能理解，但想要激起爱的火花可能比较困难。
12.双鱼座：他是很容易引发妳「南丁格尔」情结的男人，虽然个性不同，但妳总会有想要陪伴他、照顾他的念头。
- Hearts All
Saturday, December 06, 2008
Wow. interestin. its been so damn long since i last logged in n blogged dat i nearli forgotten my email and password.. wats worse.. i even 4gt my blog add -_-
how stupid can dat b.
anw deres dis ger, tink she misunderstood dat im tryin to get back to her boy n spoil e r/s btw dem.. AW Come on. i felt reali great dat i let go of him to her e last time, bcos he aint exactly a gd catch den, n he still is now.. i reali didnt wanna say dis, but its not abt u, its abt ur boy.. i can sense dat u realli love him, n i actualli msged him to ask him to b more faithful to u n stop flirtin ard but he's still e same.. nv admits his mistake. n ask me to b his fling again!! WTH. i don reali hate him, i view ur blog is jus to c how things r gettin along wif u guys.. its interestin u noe, reali.. i told him im sooo glad im not his gf cos i'll b so hurt.. n he told me he cant get over me.
Ah sweet words again. dis stuffs don work on me anymore, particularly on u onli. cos u lied to me again n again.. e onli thing u excel in is flirt n foolin ard.. once i tod u were reali true wif ur words but hmmm.. i finali c tru things le.. but ger, ur not.. i reali hope u wont get hurt.. i emphasize again, dat i don hate any1 at all.. not even e guy.. jus dat.. mayb deres some misunderstandin i needa clear up wif ya.. cos i tink ur quite a nice ger too.. =)
Well, enough of dat, St James tonite again.. will i b able to get up for sentosa tml? hmm..
- Hearts All
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