♠ I wish to be a non-living thing ♠

My Stories..

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

Get on wif life my dear. Time to wake up from e dream n face reality.

Anw, happy belated bday to my dad. n jun ming. n happy bday to nic papa.

Happy Birthday.

Mine is comin. n i dread it.

- Hearts All

Wednesday, October 24, 2007

I m reali damn disappointed wif how ppl treat r/s.. told me 1 thing now, doin another later.. no i reali hate dat. im not gonna believe any more nonsense!!! 2 ppl being tgt is jus a thin line dat breaks up jus so easily. i dono y. im jus so upset by how fragile r/s can b recently. Argh. y m i so upset?

I cant trust ppl dat easily anymore.

- Hearts All

Sunday, October 21, 2007

i cant take e fact dat i was lied to.. it jus hurts so much.. n i hate liars! y do u break my trust to u once n again? m i jus so bloody foolish or dat im darn it stupid?!?! to believe again n again. it doesnt onli apply to 1. to 2, 3, or even 4. i don wan to change myself to some1 whos doubtin n suspicious of every lil thing now n den n get so paranoid over everythin.. im becomin like dis soon! oh goodness, no more tortures like dat k! some things jus cant express in words.. ppl ask me y i've become not-so-cheerful anymore.. even some1 in frenster msged me.. askin y is my life so messed up, n dat he has oways like my smile in pictures... im reali grateful for dat concern of urs.. i don wan to grow up. e older i get, e more hurt i experience everytime. i don even understand myself now.. oh pls .. jus spare me all dis. i wan to lead jus a normal life, wif great frens, n understandin family n a gd bf. dats all i wan.

its all karma, isnt it?

- Hearts All

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

i cant control ppl's sucky attitude.. but i will reflect on my own n thank god dat im not like her.. cos it will degrade myself much..

i stil tink life is unfair.. but deres oways a reason to it.. n i'll jus take every bad things dat come my way as a blessin in disguise ba.. life'll much happier.. isnt it?

- Hearts All

Saturday, October 13, 2007

I need to stop being stubborn.. let myself out of dis shit.

Free myself from e cruelty in dis world.

- Hearts All

Known as e no. 1 gossip queen, i reali hope she stops inflictin hurt on other ppl n tryin to influence e ppl ard her.. a person's attitude means much..so reflect on ur behaviour,ur not young anymore.

- Hearts All

Sunday, October 07, 2007

Hi my dear blog... im so sorry to abandon u for like, half a month? been reali bz.. weekends either swimmin, outin wif frens, or stay at home watch dvds.. weekdays needless to say. been so bz wif my reports. sigh. talkin abt reports.. i reali pray everythin don go too hard for me. i reali wanted to cope wif everythin n endure tru e 1/2 yr.. time will pass fast, wont it? its a great learnin phase for me too, n i told myself again n again dat i haf to learn n take wat it is since i've aredi chosen my path... jia you! thanx to my colleagues who have been dere for me hlpin me in 1 way or another.. reali appreciated everything.

Problematic! things arent suppose to turn out dis way, or isit? do humans reali sit here n wait for fate to decree on dem or will dey try to change wat fate has for dem? i dono, n im tired of tryin. mayb e limit is dere le ba.

Yes, i wan more happenin things to b in my life.. as in, i wouldnt mind more meet ups wif frens dat hasnt met me up for yrs!! come n ask me out! hahahaha. nvm im crazy. normalli i talk like dis in e middle of e nite.

Life's a bother.

Life's a lesson.

- Hearts All

♥About Me♥
♡NickNames: Sannie, 13, SanSan, Mao
♡D.O.B: 3rd December 1985
♡Likes to: Sing, Mahjong, Club, Pub, Eat, Shop, Sleep, Chat
♡Fav Colors: Pink, Black, White, Silver

♥WishList♥
♡1 ~~My Hair to faster grow longer n nice nice~~
♡2 My Mummy & Daddy to b healthy oways n live to a ripe old age
♡3 To be happy everyday =)
♡4 Gucci(Handbag/Bag/Wallet/Clutch)
♡5 ~~Heart & Key Necklaces~~
♡6 ~~Have a nice 21st Bday~~
♡7 ~~Haf a Merry Merry Xmas!~~
♡8 ~~Buy New Year Clothes for 2007~~
♡9 ~~Have a Happy Happy New Year!~~
♡10 ~~Ayumi Hamasaki's A Best 2 (White)~~
♡11 Find my new path in life
♡12 ~~Guess Straw Bag~~
♡13 ~~Guess Wallet~~
♡14 ~~Perfumes n Perfume Miniatures!~~
♡15 ~~Coach(Handbag/Bag/Wallet/Clutch)~~
♡16 Nintendo DS Lite
♡17 ~~Sony Ericsson W580I (Pink)/Samsung U700~~
♡18 ~~A job dat i will love~~
♡19 ~~LV Damier Collection~~
♡20 ~~Bling Bling Watch~~
♡21 Him

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