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Friday, November 10, 2006

sigh.. e day i dread alot is approachin.. no1 will haf tod.. but yes, its e day when i turn 21.. 3rd Dec.. i've been to at least 10 bday celebrations dis yr.. n i tink ard 20 invitations.. so sorry for those dat i couldn't turn up.. cos reali bz.. every1's organisin chalets or bbqs for their bday.. 1 thing i don like is hassle.. yeah im real lazy.. but its like i cant celebrate it n i cant don celebrate it.. got it? cos its 21st.. n every1's doin something abt it.. except me, n mayb few other frens ba.. was tinkin of bookin a realli large VIP room at e ktv whereby i heard from pear, inside e room deres even a pool table.. but i guess e space will b quite limited or rather i m afraid few of my frens will b left out ba..

N 1 impt thing i feel uneasy abt.. is being e centre of attraction durin bdays ba.. i dono y i jus feel so damn pai seh when ppl sing bday song for me, when all focus their attention on me.. omg. i can tel u dat i will jus blush.. normalli e huaheefornth n hou lian pi de yisan will not come out on dat day ba.. it has been quite dreadful for my past bdays.. dono y on dat day, something sure make me unhappy.. n i guess ppl gettin bored durin my bday celebrations reali made me v guilty.. cos im not a gd host.. =( Cyn is holdin her bday party at a chalet on e 2nd, n kia fang's at her home on e 3rd.. i guess i cant go to fang's de ba.. its like celebratin my bday at her hse.. hahahah kinda funny.. but if i organise too, den mayb some of our frens will get torn btw goin to her party or mine.. omg. wat shd i do?

I don mind havin some gd suggestions on how to celebrate my bday =)

N i dono y im so useless.. ="(

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♥About Me♥
♡NickNames: Sannie, 13, SanSan, Mao
♡D.O.B: 3rd December 1985
♡Likes to: Sing, Mahjong, Club, Pub, Eat, Shop, Sleep, Chat
♡Fav Colors: Pink, Black, White, Silver

♥WishList♥
♡1 ~~My Hair to faster grow longer n nice nice~~
♡2 My Mummy & Daddy to b healthy oways n live to a ripe old age
♡3 To be happy everyday =)
♡4 Gucci(Handbag/Bag/Wallet/Clutch)
♡5 ~~Heart & Key Necklaces~~
♡6 ~~Have a nice 21st Bday~~
♡7 ~~Haf a Merry Merry Xmas!~~
♡8 ~~Buy New Year Clothes for 2007~~
♡9 ~~Have a Happy Happy New Year!~~
♡10 ~~Ayumi Hamasaki's A Best 2 (White)~~
♡11 Find my new path in life
♡12 ~~Guess Straw Bag~~
♡13 ~~Guess Wallet~~
♡14 ~~Perfumes n Perfume Miniatures!~~
♡15 ~~Coach(Handbag/Bag/Wallet/Clutch)~~
♡16 Nintendo DS Lite
♡17 ~~Sony Ericsson W580I (Pink)/Samsung U700~~
♡18 ~~A job dat i will love~~
♡19 ~~LV Damier Collection~~
♡20 ~~Bling Bling Watch~~
♡21 Him

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